Thank you for saving Lena, Bela!
Well I read you Journal entry and I have a suggestion. When you are writing, imagine that you are telling the story to your audience as if around a camp fire. Imagine that you are the fantasical village story teller spinning vocal magic to an audience of bright a clear faces. If you can't illustrate it, describe it. Mesmerize them. What was it that that mom used to do as they were homeless and without any form of electronic entertainment...she would imagine and tell her children a story. What was her name... ? Oh yeah, JK Rowling. I heard she's doing quite well these days. I wonder who's gonna come up with the next big thing? Some one is going to do it, and there is no reason why it can't be you. If inspiration is in you and it's trying to get out, let it. Help it. Do it.
I wish you a Very Merry Christmas and a CREATIVE New Year,
Cheers!